-This is My Suicide-

I can't stand this uncertainty I'm not sure what to do I can't decide what to do with myself My mom is deciding for me She can't wait any longer for an answer Somehow I don't want to care anymore I just want to lay on the road Wait for the cars to run over me Just end me FML

I know you condemn it I know Lord your against it But I know nobody's perfect and everyone sins So God I ask Can I keep this one sin? Can I still go to heaven with this sin? Can I still serve you with this sin? Because I like the way I am I've never been more sure in my life but I know you condemn it please God can you let me be with this sin?