-This is My Suicide-

I'm back to feeling empty inside I'm down and depressed I can't stand each day I'm so frustrated I've had enough of trying to get by Thoughts of suicide come crawling back into my mind I already feel dead and dry inside I am hollow Only the blood pumping in my veins are living My soul is dead I die more and more as each day passes Rotting away In this place where they call the land of the living what is there to live for?

This is not the end, this is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot, rocking every revision But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm Though the words sound steady, something empty's withing 'em We say yeah With fists flying up in the air Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there 'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear Waiting for the end to come Wishing I had strength to stand This is not what I had planned It's out of my control Flying at the speed of light Thoughts were spinning in my head So many things were left unsaid It's hard to let you go... I know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie All I wanna do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven't got Sitting in an empty room Trying to forget the past This was never meant to last I wish it wasn't so... I know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie Al...