College Feel so out of place I feel so uncomfortable and insecure I still wonder if I made the right choice I am terrified I feel insecure enough to cry I wonder how is this person that used to take care of me I need this person right now I wonder if the life this person chose is better I hope that everything is good Although I need a pillar of support I know I can only rely on God himself but it's hard for me as I keep hating myself more and more and I need something physical to hug all the time I wonder how long I can hold on like this