-This is My Suicide-

I'm tired of living Feeling so lost making decisions not knowing where to go all these uncertainties I don't like myself I hate being so talent-less so stale, so boring nothing exciting happens I just to get over it I started cutting again I can't resist it any longer I just didn't feel okay anymore I felt strangely happy when i did I love the feeling of the blade the blood flowing out of my skin the soreness and redness on my skin the slight pain I have there Feels so good It actually makes me smile I'm strangely proud of the damage It's therapeutic

When I was a boy I didn't care about a thing It was me and this world and a broken dream I was blaming myself For all that was going wrong I was way out there On the wrong side of town And the ones that I loved I started pushing them out Then I realized That it was all my fault I've been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I'm drowning in the pain Breaking down again Looking for a lifeline So I put out my hand And I asked for some help We tore down the walls I built around myself I was struck by the light And I fell to the ground I've been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I'm drowning in the pain Breaking down again Looking for a lifeline Is there anybody out there? Can you pull me from this ocean of despair? I'm drowning in the pain Breaking down again Looking for a lifeline You know a heart of gold Wont take you all the way And in a world so cold Its hard to keep the faith I'm never gonna fade away! Yeah! I've bee...