-This is My Suicide-

How miserable I am I feel so pathetic and lame And it's all my own fault and now it has become my fate I feel like a disappointment to the people around me I don't feel ready to face the real world I feel to broken and weak to face the harshness I wouldn't survive, it will kill me in a slow torturous way It;s hard to make myself a better person old habits kick in pain is... painful it just adds on to the pain it;s hard to just move forward when you have a bolder chained to you I just want everything to end now I want to rest in eternal sleep no worries, no anything, just silence and peace no thoughts, no physical, no emotion just rest and peace no more of life and the world

You were standing in the wake of devastation And you were waiting on the edge of the unknown And with the cataclysm raining down Insides crying "Save me now" You were there, impossibly alone Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go. Let it go And in a burst of light that blinded every angel As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars You felt the gravity of tempered grace Falling into empty space No one there to catch you in their arms Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go. Let it go Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known Remember all the sadness and frustration And let it go. Let it go Let it go Let it go Let it go Let it go Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve...