-This is My Suicide-

Things have not been going to well in my family so much crisis so much pain Each semester just keeps getting harder I'm bound with stress and tiredness I seem to be the only one Everyone is coping fine I can't handle anything without stressing I don't know how to live If I were in another country I would be doomed If I were to go out and work I can't even start to imagine how worked up I'd be I'm such a pathetic weakling I feel like shit and I can't seem to take anything without feeling anxious I don't feel like I'm cut out for any of this I feel so weird I'm a compulsive quitter I never have confidence in myself I don't see how I suck at everything I do Seeing other people being good at what they do It doesn't inspire me or anything It just demotivates me making me feel so useless and hopeless Can't my life just end here? I don't want to see the world changing I don't want to go through any more suffering I don't want to ...