-This is My Suicide-

She was the President of St.John Am that I was in when I was in Form 4. She's my favourite President. I liked her, she was nice and cute too. We got along well..... I can't believe she's gone forever. She was diagnosed with Leukemia on December 2008 after her SPM (O Levels). She was battling the cancer and she seemed so strong. She had a lot of pain and suffering but she still managed to smile. I had faith that she would heal and win this cancer. But I am proven wrong. She breathe her last breath yesterday, the 15th at 8.47am. I can't believe it. I'm still shocked and I dunno how to handle this. I never had a friend die before. I'm depressed and lost. At least I managed to cry this time, because I've always felt like crying these few months but the tears wouldn't fall. My dearest friend, Rest In Peace. I sure hope to see you in Heaven and I hope that you will remember me then.

I feel like I'm getting no where What's the point Nothings gonna get better I'm stuck like this Why bother I giving up I'm not gonna care anymore It's always a dead end Pointless to go on I have no mood for any of this A shattered soul A walking corpse On the face of this earth

If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song Uh oh, uh oh Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've Never known the lovin' of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a Boy here in town says he'll, love me forever Who would have thought forever could be severed by The sh...