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Cry, cry, cry

I'm so emotional
I cry over little things
hair, my dog, talking to my principle
all sorts of silly things
I can cry buckets from reading a simple sad story
I hear things about animals and I can cry
I'm not the type that likes to cry
I feel pathetic for getting so emotional
I'm worse that a baby
and I can't handle stress too
I can have a mental break down from a stress
I can just cry when I think about things I need to do
How do people not cry?
Like counselors when they listen to their patients
and it's so overwhelming, how do they not cry?
It's so hard trying to live a normal life

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