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A New Begining

College
Feel so out of place
I feel so uncomfortable and insecure
I still wonder if I made the right choice
I am terrified
I feel insecure enough to cry
I wonder how is this person that used to take care of me
I need this person right now
I wonder if the life this person chose is better
I hope that everything is good
Although I need a pillar of support
I know I can only rely on God himself
but it's hard for me as I keep hating myself more and more
and I need something physical to hug all the time
I wonder how long I can hold on like this

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