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Hell unleashes itself

Things have not been going to well in my family
so much crisis
so much pain
Each semester just keeps getting harder
I'm bound with stress and tiredness
I seem to be the only one
Everyone is coping fine
I can't handle anything without stressing
I don't know how to live
If I were in another country
I would be doomed
If I were to go out and work
I can't even start to imagine
how worked up I'd be
I'm such a pathetic weakling
I feel like shit
and I can't seem to take anything
without feeling anxious
I don't feel like I'm cut out for any of this
I feel so weird
I'm a compulsive quitter
I never have confidence in myself
I don't see how
I suck at everything I do
Seeing other people being good at what they do
It doesn't inspire me or anything
It just demotivates me
making me feel so useless and hopeless
Can't my life just end here?
I don't want to see the world changing
I don't want to go through any more suffering
I don't want to be so tired
I've had enough of it
This is just to much for me too take
I can only withstand so much
and it's weaker that everyone else
Everyone would not understand why
They can cope with their lives
I can't even cope with life itself
and the ways of the world

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